Kitni muddat se jis lamhe ke intezaar mein palkein bichaaye baithe the,,

Vo to shayd hamari kismat mein tha hi nahi..

Islye aane se pehle hi, uske na aane ka sandesh hume mil gaya,,

Vo dosh de rahe hain hume ki galti hamari hi hogi,,

Shayad sach bhi hai,, kyunki itni chahat thi jis pal ki, uske lie hum kuch kar bhi nahi paaye..!!

U r my CrUsh!!!

Jaante to the ki use mohabbat hai humse,,
Par kabhie uski chahat ki had ko na samjh paaye,,,
Muskurahat deke hamare hoton pe,, Usne chupa to lie apne aansu,,,
Par uski aankhon mein chupe dard ko dekhkar samjh gaye hum,,
Ki pyaar ki koi had or seema nahi hoti,,,
Vo to behti hui us nadi ki tarah hai, jiska koi ant nahi hota!!!

Sahi kaha usne pyaar to usse bahut karti hun main,,
Kyu or Kaise ye sab to pata nahi,,
Bas itna hi janti hun ki chand log hi hai meri zindagi mein,
jinko itna Chahti hun main,,,
Warna koi nahi hai asa jo is dil mein ghar kar jaaye!!!

Kaash vo pal wahin ruk jata,,

Hum kuch or der saath reh lete,,,

Kehne ko to kuch khaas nahi karte,, bas do char baatein or ho jaati,,

Par un baaton ka hi to saath hai jo hamesha rehta hai,,

Kyunki insaan to chala jata hai,, bas uski yaadein reh jaati hain!!!

Taqdeer ke bharose zindagi bitane walon mein se hum nahi,

Hum to unme se hain jinke lie unka karm hi unki taqdeer hota hai,,

Koi ise hamara gurur samjhe to kya gam hai,,,

Is duniya mein aksar logon ko khud ki jeet se zyaada, dusron ki haar ki parwah rehti hai!!!

Jahn bhi main jaun tujhe hi bas paun,

 Tere hi khayalon mein aksar ye raatein bitaun,

 Har lamhe mein jo guzre hue pal yaad aaye,

 Bas unhi yaadon mein apne din raat baitau!!!

BAS TU HI TU!!!

Tujhe jo paaya to ye bedard zindagi bhi apni si lagti hai,

Ye anjaani raahein bhi jaani pehchani si lagti hain,,

Ye dard bhari raatein, ab haseen si lagti hain,,,

Or ab to yun hai ki,, zamaane ki kadwi baatein bhi buri nahi lagti...

ये तेरी यादें!!!

आज फिर तेरी यादों ने इस दिल को तड़पाया है,

मेरी इन सूनी आँखों में एक चाहत का लम्हा सजाया है,,

दर्द में भी जो मुझको मुस्कुराने पे मजबूर कर गयी,,

कुछ इस तरह तेरी यादों ने मुझपे जादू चलाया है।।।

Kuch ehsaas bilkul us tarah hi sach hote hain,

Jitna ki ye ki saanson ke bina hamari zindagi nahi chal sakti,,

Or vo sach ye hai ki meri zindagi mein shayd meri saanson se bhi zyaada mere dost maynae rakhte hain,,

Jinke bina I m nothing..

Just wanted to say I love u guys..

N need you forever..

Be in touch always..

Kaise ek sandesh ke chand shabdon mein, is dil mein dabi apne har jazbaat ka izhaar kar dein,,

Hume do hi lafzon mein apni mohabbat ko bayaan karna nahi aata,,

Warna kabka keh dia hota ki hume mohabbat hai apse,

Tab shayad apko ye shiqayat na hoti humse, ki hum aapki baaton ka jawaab nahi dete..

Tujhse mile na the jab hum,

To na jaane kitne chehre khud hi apne khayalon mein banate rehte the,,

Pehli baar jab tujhe dekha to laga ki to ye hai vo stupid,,,

Or ab vo stupid sa chehra hi in aankhon mein kuch is kadar sama gaya hai,

Ki koi or chehra in nazroon mein aata hi nahi,

Bas ek baar phir se nazar aa jaye wahi chehra, usi ek pal ke intezaar mein ye din bita rahe hain!!!

Alvida!!!

Dard-e-mohabbat mein ye din aaj aaya hai, 

Khoye rehte the din raat hum uski yaadon mein,,

Aaj use bhi ye samjah mein aaya hai,

Ab to vo bhi rooyegi toot ke mere janaaze par,

Ki aaj mere jaane ka din hai,

Or meri in band aankhon mein bhi, use khud ka hi chehra nazar aaya hai...

Wo!!!

Dard deke vo khud hi marham lagane ki baat karte hain,

Jala ke is dil ko, pyaas bujhane ki baat karte hai,,

Kehke gaye the ki  do din  mein laut aayenge,

Do saadi beet gai hain intezaar mein,

Kabhie laut ke na aane wale,, 

AAJ waade nibhane ki baat karte hain!!!

Maasumiyat se apni, usne saare jahan ko diwana bana dia,,

Main bhi uska deewana kuch is kadar hua, ki uske masum se chahre ke peeche chuipe hue uske chal kapat wale chehre ko pehchan na saka..

Jiski chaahat mein humne khud ko hi mita dia,,

Wo hamari raakh ko paairon tale daba ke chal dia..

Misunderstandings I guess!!!

Aksar suna hai logon se ki insaan ke shabd bhale hi jhoot keh sakte hai,,

Par uski aankhen kabhie jhoot nahi bolti..

Kya ye wakayi mein sach hai!!!

Pata nahi, uske shabdon pe to kabhie itna aitbaar na tha mujhe,,

Lekin us din uski aankhen jo mujhse keh rahi thi, vo mujhe na jaane kyu sach laga..

Mujhe nahi pata uske dil mein mere lie us waqt kya tha..

Wo ek chalawa tha ya wo sach mein jo keh raha tha uska koi matlab tha..

Mujhe kuch nahi pata tha..

Bas ek cheez dikh rahi thi mujhe uski aankhon mein or vo thi sacchai..

Aaj hum contact mein nahi hai,, Or ye maine hi decide kia tha bina usse puche..

Kyunki maine usse puchna zaroori nahi samjha'

Main hamesha se asi hi hun zyaada sochtu nahi, Bas kar deti hun jo theek lagta hai..

Jo bhi tha accha tha, ab bhi sab accha hai..

Bas aaj pata nahi kyu uski yunhi yaad aa gai..

I know use ye baat kabhie pata nahi chalegi and I m sure ki vo mujhe kabhie yaad bhi nahi karta hoga..

We were good friends once, i only miss this thing..

N i cant deny the fact, That I MISS HIM as well..
Mr.Bsy 

Nanhi Parii..

Nanhe nahe paairon se wo dheere dheere chalke aati hai

Pyaari si apni muskaan se sabke dil ko behlati hai,

Papa ki vo laadli hai,

Mummy ko vo satati hai..

Sabke dil mein apni baton se wo yunhi jagah banati hai..

Uski  aankhen jaise chanchalta ki murat hai,,

Bas  apni isi masumiyat se vo sabki chaheti ban jaati hai..

The PINK City!!!

Been to out of Home Town for the first time...

Off course except Delhi..

Nice Experience..

Aaj relly mein pata chala ki kitna competetion hai for getting a job..

YOu...

Tujhe khud se dur to kar dia humne,

Teri har khushi ko gam mein badal dia humne..

Par yahi sahi lag raha hai ab kyunki mujhe itna aitbaar nahi hai khud pe,

Ki main tera saath aage de paungi ya nahi..

Or tab dur hone se to yahi accha hai ki hum abhi dur ho gaye..

Par main jitna bhi tujhse dur chali jaun, teri yaadein mera peecha hi nahi chodti,,

Bina wajah hi teri har baat yaad aati rehti hai

Har pal is dil ko tadpati rehti hai,.

Dont know what to do!!!

Be positive

Kitni badi gadhi hun main, i always say be positive,,

Par main khud hi kitni negative hun,, 

Har baat ko itni jaldi dil se lagake stupid decisions le leti hun, without realising ki unka effect kahin zyada bura ho sakta hai..

Agar maine hurt kia bhi to mujhe usse seekhna chaiye ki I wont do that in future

But maine kya kia, i wanted to run away bina lade..

Nahi main ye nahi karungi, kyunki I m not A Coward, I will fight and prove it ki galti ek baar hoti hai baar-baar nahi..

Ab se dur rahungi main sabse,, its better for everyone and for me as well

I know mere doston ko jo mujhe bahut important mante hain apni life mein, unhe hurt hoga..

lekin in the long run yahi sahi hai.,,

Aaj unhe kam hurt hoga lekin baad mein shayad or zyaada ho..

Or wase bhi mujhe to akele rehna hi pasand hai..

I FAILED..

Sabse mushkil kaam rishte nibhana hi hai,,

Aaj tak mujhe lagta tha ki main ek acchi insaan hun,

Or bhale hi kuch na ho lekin I always felt ki main ek bahut acchi dost hun or aaj tak maine kabhie asa koi kaam nahi kia jisse mere doston ko hurt ho,

Infact hamesha koshish ki hai pure dil se ki hamesha unhe khushi dun or jahan tak ho sake unka saath dun jab bhi unhe meri zarurat ho,,

Or jitna mujhe yaad hai maine asa kia bhi hai..

BUT TODAY I FAILED, I HURTED A FRIEND OF MINE OR SHAYAD BAHUT ZYADA BHALE HI ANJAANE MEIN BUT I FEEL BAD BECAUSE I NEVER WANTED TO DO THAT..

Kitna ajeeb hai na bas DOSTI hi to ek asa rihta tha or hai jo meri life mein sabse important hai..

Aaj main use bhi theek se nibha nahi paayi..

SHAYAD YAHI SACH HAI ZINDAGI KA KI AP SABKO KHUSH NAHI RAKH SAKTE,, KABHIE NA KABHIE AP ASA ZAROOR KUCH KAR DOGE BHALE HI ANJAANE MEIN JO KISI KO DUKH PAHUNCHAYEGA..

Isse accha hai ki life mein jitna ho sake utne kam relations banao taki apki wajah se kisi ko kabhie bhi takleef na ho..

Main kyu hun asi kyu takleef deti hun logon ko..

Zindagi jeene ke mayane sikha gaya koi,,

In roti hui aankhon ko muskuraana sikha gaya koi,,

Laboon pe hasi hai or dil mein bhi ab gum nahi raha,,

Kyunki has ke har gum bhulana sikha gaya koi..

Badi ajeeb baat hai na,,,

Hum jis insaan se sabse zyaada pyaar karte hai or jise hum khud se bhi zyaada important mante hain

Uski life mein shayad hum utne important nahi hote..

Hamesha asa kyu hota hai, ki jiske lie hum hamesha tayaar khade rehte hain, wo bin humse puche hi aage badh jaata hai..

Dard hota hai dil mein ye jaan ke,,

Par sach to yahi ki,,

Kyunki andekha to hum bhi use karte hain jo humare lie apna dil nikal ke baitha hai..

Shaayad yahi fitrat hai insaan ki..

US INSAAN KO EHMIYAT DENA JISKI ZINDAGI MEIN AP HO TO SAHI IMPORTANT PAR UTNE NAHI JITNA KI AAPNE SOCHA THA..

Ye kaisi Zindagi!!!

Zindagi jab hamari hai, to marzi kisi or ki kyun,

Kyun hame zindagi ke har ek phase mein kisi na kisi ki baat sunni padti hai?

Kyu hum apni marzi se kuch bhi nahi kar sakte?

Kabhi gharwalon ki suno,

Kabhi bf ki or shaadi ke bad pati ki

Hamesha hum hi kyu sune?

Galti ki sazaa dena theek hai lekin har baat pe explanation mangna, har cheez mein apni chalana ye kahan ki sahi baat hai? kis kitaab mein asa likha hai?

Sab ek jaise nahi hote i agree, par kyu hote hain ase log?

Kyu hum apni hi zidagi apni marzi se nahi ji sakte?

Jahan koi sawaal na pooche or kisi ko jawaab na dena pade

Kya hamari khud ki khushi koi mayne nahi rakhti?

Bas zindagi bhar bas sab ko khush karte raho or khud jao bhad mein?

To HELL WITH THIS FUCKING LIFE

MY BEST FRIEND.. finally i got one!!!

Kaun kehta hai ki sabse gehra or saccha rishta pyaar ka hota hai,

Dost to ek din saath chod ke chale jaate hain par wo pyaar hota hai jo zidagi ke har mod pe aapka saath deta hai..

I COMPLETELY DISAGREE WITH THE THOUGHT

Kyunki meri life mein ek asa dost hai jisne kabhie mera saath nahi choda..

Vo tab bhi tha jab mera pyaar tha or tab bhi jab vo nahi tha, vo aaj bhi hai or mujhe pura yakeen hai ki vo kal bhi mere saath hi rahega..

Mera asa dost jo mujhe, mujhse bhi zyaada janta hai,

Mere bole bina hi mere har dard ko samjh leta hai,

Main kitna bhi usse dur chali jaun, par vo kabhie mera saath nahi chodta..

Jisse baat karte hi bina kisi baat ke hi, hoton pe muskaan aa jati hai,,,

Jiske samjhane se duniya ki har mushkil sulajh jaati hai,

Jiske saath hone pe duniya khushnuma nazar aati hai..

Aisa hi ek dost maine bhi paaya hai,,

Jo mere lie dost se kahi badhkar hai,,

Mera saccha or sabse pyaara saathi..

Best friend kya hota hai aaj tak nahi janti thi,, aaj pata chal gaya..

THE INELUCTABLE CHANGE!!!

U believe it or not, but this is the fact time changes everything. The way we think, the way we feel everything. Not everything we desire is fulfilled, sometimes we need to adjust ourselves according to the changes that are taking place in our life..

As we say “parivaratn hi sansaar ka niyam hai”

But why it becomes difficult for the other person to understand, that one can change, why it becomes so difficult for us to adapt to the change, why we fear so much and about what do we fear..

This fear makes us weak at every point of time, y cant we just make ourselves free from every kind of fear. Why is it so difficult?

Ae Dost!!!

Teri tareef mein kya likhu ki alfaaz hi kam pad jayenge,,

Apne shabdon mein kaise bayaan karu, ki itne shabd hi kahan hain..

Tujhse milne ke baad hi jaana humne ki saccha dost aakhir kya hota hai,,

Wo nahi jo 24 ghante apke saath rahe, 

Balki vo jo kabhie apko akela na chode...

Main khushkismat hun ki mujhe ase dost mile or badkismat ki maine unhe shayad apni hi galtiyon ki wajah se kho bhi diya...

Main zindagi mein chahe kahin bhi jau kuch bhi karu lekin jo yaaden unhone mujhe di hain vo hamesha mere saath rahengi..

Kaash main kabhi unko keh paati ki kya ehmiyat hai unki meri life mein..

Par kabhie mauka hi nahi mila..

Or ab to shayad der ho gai hai..

I LOVE YOU ALL..

AND I JUST WISH KI TUM LOG JAHAN BHI HO HAMESHA KHUSH RAHO OR KABHIE AGAR MERI YAAD AAYE TO MUJHE EK BAAR CALL ZAROOR KARNA..

TO ALL MY GANG THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE,,, I DONT NEED TO WRITE NAMES HERE

Tu or Teri Yaadein...

Har ek lamha yun hi guzarta ja raha hai or hum bas teri yaadon ke sahaare jiye ja rahe hain...

Meri har ek haar ko bhi jeet mein badalne wala wo ek hi insaan ab mere saath nahi hai,,

Par jaate-jaate ek to accha kaam kar gaya wo,,

mujhe ehsaas dila gaya ki kaun sach mein mera saccha saathi hai.

or aaj jab main mudke dekhti hun to sirf ek hi saccha hamdard nazar aata hai mujhe..

"MAIN"

INSAAN KA KHUD SE ACCHA HUMSAFAR OR KOI BHI NAHI HO SAKTA..

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!

So i m 21 years old now,, lekin abhi tak berozgaar..

Well this bday is a bit different, no phone calls because i dont have any no rit now,,, but still my friends have wished me through the means they could..

I am really very happy today..

All my family members wished me at 12:00, and this was for the first time that all wre awake just to wish me..

I loved it..

Also its raining outside it is a great feeling..

My happiest bday ever with my family..

Kisi ne sach hi kaha hai,,

Sacche rishton ki peehchaan bure waqt mein hi hoti hai..

Aaj jab takleef mein hun main, to kisi ne aakar mera dard nahi pucha,,

Sivaye us insaan ke jisse na chahte hue bhi main dur hoti ja rahi hun...

Kaisi ajjeb kashmakash hai ye zindagi ki,, kaash koi samjha deta...

Dil Se Majboor

Waqt or Haalat ne to har insaan ko maara hai,,
Hum to unme se jo sabse ladne ke baad kambhakht apne dil se hi haar baithe...

JOURNEY FROM JULY 21, 2008 TO JUNE O2, 2012

Accha time hamesha kam hi kyu hota hai,,,, Aj meri B.Tech life khatam...
Asa to kuch special nahi hua mere saath, jo start hota hai use end to hona hi hota hai...
Phir bhi pata nahi kyu kuch bhi accha nahi lag raha,,, kisi se baat karne ka mann nahi kar raha...
Just wanna be isolated for some time...
I dont know mujhe college chutne ka dukh zyada hai ya phir wapis ghar jaane ka...
I hope main ghar pe reh paungi,,, Kuch hota hi nahi hai,, its so boring at home...


ALL THE BEST ANJALI...

Dard hai, tanhaaye hai, 
Gum bhi hai, Judaai bhi hai.,,,,
AAnkhon mein nami hai,, Saanson mein gehraayi bhi hai...
Doob gaye hain kuch is kadar teri chaahat mein,,,,


Ki pados wali aunty mein hi teri hi shakal nazar aayi hai...:):):)

ज्ञान बाटने वाले आखिर ये कब समझेंगे कि दूसरों को सीख देने से पहले उन्हें अपने गिरेबान में झांकर देख लेना चाहिए...

तन्हाई!!!

कुछ पल का ही साथ था अपना, अब जिंदगी ने किनारा कर लिया...
दर्दे तन्हाई के इन लम्हों में किसी के साथ कि गुजारिश कर बैठे हम,,
साथ पा न सके आपका तो, खुद के अकेलेपन से ही समझौता कर लिया....

Kal bhi tha, Aaj bhi hai or hamesha rahega..
Sab kuch to jhoot hai meri zindagi mein...
Siwaaye ek sach ke,, wo sach hai aapka pyaar
Jisne mujhe jeena sikhaya, zindagi ki har mushkil se ladna sikhaya..

Par mujhe asa kya ho gaya hai,, ki us ek sach se bhi main dur bhag rahi hun...

Y m i doing this..

God help me out!!!

kabhie kabhie!!!

Socha na tha zindagi ase bhi din dikhayegi,,,

Jise bahut pehle hi raahon mein kho chuke the hum, uske wapis aane ki ummed nazar aayegi..

Lekin ab shayad bahut der ho chuki hai,,, tabhi to tere wapis aane pe bhi hum utne khush nahi hai...

Shayad har rishte ka kuch waqt hota hai,, or hamara saath yahin tak tha!!!

FEELING SO BAD..

Ase bahut hi kam insaan hote hain zindagi mein,, jinko hum khud se bhi zyada value karte hain or galti se bhi unhe kabhie hurt nahi karna chahte..

Par jab jaane anjaane hi hum unka dil dukha dete hain,, to khud ko itna bura lagta hai ki dil karta hai ki khud ko sazaa dein..

Aaj aisa hi hua hai,, maine kisi ka dil dukha dia hai anjaane mein hi sahi,, lekin bahut bura lag raha hai..

I HATE MYSELF FOR THIS...

ME BACK..

Its been a while, but finally i m back.. missed u...

Check out my FB profile...

FACEBOOK

ITS HERE...

STOP WANDERING HERE N THERE,,,
WHAT U NEED IS HERE...
IF U CAN'T FIND IT HERE, U WILL  FIND IT NOWHERE ELSE..

BE Selfish!!!

SAB KEHTE HAIN IT'S BAD TO BE SELFISH..
BUT I WOULD SUGGEST BE SELFISH IF U R IN LOVE..
NEVER LET UR PARTNER TO BE SHARED BY ANYONE...
AAKHIR HE IS UR PRIVATE PROPERTY HAQ BANTA HAI...


N THIS WILL MAKE HIM FEEL MORE SECURE AND LOVED..
BUT DO KEEP IN MIND EVERYTHING IN LIFE SHOULD BE WITHIN LIMITS...
NEVER TRY TO CROSS THOSE LIMITS..
WARNA KAB TUMHARA APNA KISI OR KA BAN JAYE,, TUMHE KHUD HI NAHI PATA CHALEGA..

IN LOVE...

Kabhie jab kuch samajh na aaye,,,
Haste Haste jab yunhi aakhen nam ho jaaye,,,
Kabhie jab mehfil mein bhi tanhaayee nazar aaye,,,
Kabhie jab dil ka dard had se zyaada badh jaaye,,,
Kabhie Jab dil bahut rona chahe par ro na paaye,,,
Kabhie jab yunhi khayalon mein baar baar kisi ka chehra nazar aaye,,,
Kabhie jab kisi ke dur jaane pe,, uski bahut yaad sataye,,,




TAB SAMAJH JANA KI YAHI VO INSAAN HAI JO TUMHARI ZINDAGI MEIN TUMSE BHI ZYADA IMPORTANT HAI..
JUST HOLD HIM TIGHT N NEVER LET HIM GO BECAUSE U NEVER KNOW KOI OR USE CHURA LE JAAYE...

OUT OF MIND!!!

Haalat kuch aise hain in dino,, ki hum khud ko hi samajh nahi pa rahe hain..
Apni hi chaahaton se anjaan,, bas duniya ki is bheed mein khote ja rahe hain..
    

AJEEB MAGAR SACH!!!!!!!!!

Kitna ajeeb hai ye,, jisse hume pyaar hota hai, use humse pyaar nahi hota..
Or jo humse pyaar karta hai,, hume usse pyaar nahi hota..
Kitna ghatiyaq sach hai ye..
BAs darad hi dar deta hai...
Aakhir y PYAAR hota hi kyu hai?????????
Koi bata sakta hai kya!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KHUSHI..

Kya sirf hasne ka naam hi khushi hai,,, 

Kyunki khush to hum tab bhi hote hai jab humari aankhon mein aansu hote hain...

Aaj meri aankhon mein ek bhi aansu nahi hai,,

Chehre pe sirf muskaan hai...

LEkin kya main sach mein khush hun??????

Shayad nahi,, kyunki is jhuti muskaan se acche vo sacche aansu the,,

Jo teri baahon mein nikle the...

CHAAHAT..

Teri chahat mein kuch is kadar kho gaye the hum,, ki khud ko hi bhula baithe the..
Aaj tu nahi hai,,, na teri baaton ka silsila hai,,
Na hi teri baahon ka sahara hai,,,
Or na hi teri pyaari si muskurahat hai,,,
Hai to bas har taraf khamoshi ka saaya...
Ek asi khamoshi jisme sirf mere shabdon ki hi awaz hai..

Kya sahi hai or kya galat,,, shayad isse abhi anjaan hun main...
Tumse jabse dur huyi hun,,, khud se hi begaani ho gayi hun..
Kuch pal jab doston ke saath hoti hun to khush rehti hun,,,
PAr tanhaai mein sirf tumhari yaadon ka sahaara hai...
Pyaar mein yun dard sehna ab gawara nahi hai,,,
Socha ki bhul jaun tumhe,, paar ye bhi mumkin na ho saka...
Kisi or ke daaman mein chupke jab rona chaha,,,
tab bi dil ka dard kam na ho saka kyunki,,,
hamari aankhon ki nami ko to sirf aap hi padh sakte  the...
Ab to hum khud is kaabil nahi ki apne dard ko kam kar sakein...

Yun to tere bina bhi ji rahe hain hum,,,
Par sirf jeena hi to zindagi nahi...
Zindagi to unhi pal mein ji li,, jo tere saath bitaye..
Ab to bas saanson ka lihaaz karte hain,,
Warna hum to kab ka mar chuke hain...

"HEART" N "HURT"....
Two words with a very slight difference..
But the fact that One gets "hurt" only because of "the heart"

TERI YAAD MEIN...

ये कैसा एहसास है की तू दूर होकर भी मेरे सबसे करीब है,,,,

तेरी कमी भी है,,, तेरा साथ भी है,,

दिल में दर्द भी है,,, प्यास भी है..

आँखों में नमी भी है,, होटों पे मुस्कान भी है....

कशमकश है ये कैसी तेरी चाहत भी है,,, ????????????

LIFE CAN ONLY BE FAITHFUL TO THOSE WHO ARE TRUE TO THEMSELVES...

FIND YOURSELF..

To find out Ur true inner self,, is like finding out a pearl from the ocean..
Although it takes time,, but is worth finding...

khamoshi..

Tu jab yun dur gaya,, zindagi mein tanhaayi chaa gayi..
Dard to dil mein bahut tha,, lekin phir bi hum khush the,,
Shayad tere laut ke aa jane ki ummed thi is dil mein,,
PAr ab na vo ummed hai na hi koi asraa..
BAs har taraf khamoshiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii hai...

TANHA DIL!!!

Phir se din dhal gaya teri yaadon ke sahare,,
Phir ye sham aa gai...
Kat jaegi ye raat bhi yunhi tanhai mein,,
Jiye ja rahe hain yunhi teri judaai mein...

GOOD MORNING..

BEGINNING OF A NEW DAY WITH NEW PLANS IN MIND AND NEW HOPES..
NEW DREAMS AND NEW STRATEGIES..
WITH BEST WISHES OF LOVED ONES..




ALL THE BEST TO ME..

GOOD MORNING..

TUM..

Tumse milne se pehle bhi jeete the hum,,
Tumhare jaane ke baad bhi ji rahe hain..
Farq sirf itna hai ki jab tumthe to tanhai mein bhi mehfil nazar aati thi,,
Aaj jab tum nahi ho to mehfil mein bhi tanhai cha jati hai...

Zakham dene wale to bahut mile zindagi mein,,
Par jise dekhar hoton pe muskaan aa jaye aisa sirf ek hi hai..
Lekin hamare naseeb mein shayad khushi likhi hi nahi hai,,
Islye to hum us ek insaan ko bhi gawa baithe..

THE ONLY “GOOD” I COULD DO TO MYSELF IS,,, TO BE ABLE TO LIVE THE WAY I LIKE…

TAHAAYEE...

Kuch is kadar tanhai chayee hai,, ki na kisi ke aane ki khushi hoti hai na hi kisi ke jaane ka gum..
Kabhie ehsaas kuch dil ko hota hai yun,, ki kahin koi hai jo hume khush dekhna chahta hai,,
Par kahan hai wo kabhie nazar nahi aata..
Dil ki is veeran basti mein, yun to dastak koi or bhi deta hai,,,
Par hum hi na jaane kyu is basti ko abaad karne se katraate hain,,
Shayad ab dil ki tanhai mein hi hume mehfil nazar aane lagi hai..

THE TRUTH..

Pehle kkuch log the ase jinhe main apna dushman bulati thi,,
Par aaj ek choti si baat bahut bada sabak sikha gai..
Agar dushman hain bhi life mein to bbhi usme hamari hi galti hoti hai,,
Zaroor humne hi unhe itni himmat di hogi ki wo hamari hi peeth mein chura daag sakein..
Insaan ki life mein jitna bhi bura hota hai,, sab uski galtiyon ki wajah se..
Bas khud ko santusht karne ke lie,, hum hamesha dosh dusron pe mad dete hain..

Ab to chahat bhi nahi hai unhe manane ki,,,
Kyuki jaante hain hum ki wo hamare manane se wapis aa jaenge..
Lekin hume pata hai ki hum unhe khush nahi rakh payenge..
Unhe bharosa hai hum par itna yakeen hai...
Par ab hume hi khud pe ikhtiyaar nahi hai,,
Shayad hum ab unhe vo mohabbat na de payenge...