WELCOME 2012

Another year has arrived.. Last year of college..
Some unforgettable memories of all the past years of college life are filled in heart..
Will miss college n friends lot..
Just wanted to wish my all the friends a wonderful life..
May all their dreams n desires get fulfill n they achieve all the success in life..
Luv u all..
Tc..

WAY TO HAPPINESS....

TO BE HAPPY..

Trust only three persons in ur life.....

"I"

"ME"

N

"MYSELF"

NOTHING TO SAY

Kambakht ye dil bhi kitna kameena hai,, pata hota hai ki kis cheez se ise takleef hogi, phir bhi jaanbujhkar wahi kaam karta hai..
Kaash hum ise bas mein kar paate, kam se kam takleef to na hoti... 

Dard-e-dil vo naadan kya samjhenge jinhe kabhie kisi se pyaar hi nahi hua...
Dil mein chupi in tanhaaiyon ki haqeeqat ko kaise samjhenge wo, unke lie to tanhai hi mehfil hai..
Apni hi duniya mein itna khoye hue hain wo, ki kisi or ko samajhne ka waqt hi nahi hai unke pass...

?????????????????????????????????

THE BITTER TRUTH..

Pyaar ko thukraane ki bas do hi wajah ho sakti hain,,

ya to hum us insaan ko apne laayak nahi samajhte ya phir hum khud hi uske kaabil nahi hote..

Par the bitter part is ki ye baat hume tab hi samajh aati hai jab hume kisi se pyaar ho chuka hota hai,,

Or phir hoti hai takraar or phir judaai..

Asa islye hota hai kyunki hume lagne lagta hai ki hum uske kaabil nahi hain or vo shayad humare bina zyaada khush rahega...

Par sach to kuch or hi hota hai,,, vo humare bina khush nahi reh sakta or vo hume ye sochkar nahi rokta kyunki use lagta hai ki hum uske bina zyaada khush hain...

Pyaar dono ko beinteeha hai, phir bhi juuda to dono ko hona hi padta hai,,,, Kyunki dono ek dusre ko khush rakhne mein kahin na kahin ye bhul jaate hain, ki un dono ki khushi ek saath hi hai...

I HATE IT..

There's only one thing i hate most in this world,,, i don't understand why people can't stop interfering in others life..
Why the hell do they have so much problem with others happiness,,
Why can't they just concentrate on their own lives..

Fuck off everyone, its my life and let it be my way...  

30th November 2008

Kuch pal zindagi mein asi yaadein de jaate hain jinhe bhulana namumkin ho jaata hai,,,
Or kuch yaadein asi hoti hain jinhe hum kabhie bhulna hi nahi chahte,,,
Kyunki Hum us insaan ko kabhie apne dil se juda nahi karna chahte jisne hume wo pal diye hain..
Zindagi haseen hai kyunki isme apki pyaari si yaadein hain...


I dont know ki main kya likhun, shabd hi nahi hai mere pass, bas bahut khush hun main aaj..
N thanku to someone very special, without whom this wouldnt have been possible..
LOVE YOU ALWAYS...

Kaash!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Khamoshi ki ehmiyat wo kya samjhega, jisne kabhie shabdon pe dhyaan hi nahi dia,,

Aankhon mein basi hai ek tasveer unki, jise vo dekh hi nahi sakte kyunki kabhie aakhon me jhaak kar dekha hi nahi unhone,,,

Dil mein jo hai vo kaise samjhau unhe, unhone to kabhie hume asi nazar se dekha hi nahi...

Shabd ase ho, ki kalam bhi likhne pe majbur ho jaye..
Jazbaat ase ho ki jo nasamjh ho wo bhi samajh jaye..
Muskaan asi ki rone wala bhi hasne se khud ko rok na paaye..
Dil itna saaf ho ki paani bhi uske saamne feeka pad jaaye..

NUMB

Aaj shamme mehfil mein roshni kam hai,
Shayad kisi ke aane ka intezaar hai,,,
Tum aa jao to kya baat ho,,
In tarasti nazroon ko tumhare deedar ka intezaar hai...

Sometimes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes words are not enough to express what i feel for you,,,
You may think that i have gone mad..
And let me tell you that you are absolutely right, 
I am "MAD" in your love..
I wish you could feel it..

DON'T KNOW WHY??????????

Kabhie-Kabhie hota hai aisa jab hum kehna bahut kuch chahte hain par shabd kam pad jaate hain...
Par kabhie aisa bhi hota hai, jab hum bolte hi jaate hain or hume khud pata nahi hota ki hum kya keh rahe hain..
Situation dono mein se chahe koi bhi ho,,, ek cheez hamesha same rehti hai,,, vo ye ki hum chahte hain koi ho aisa jise bhale hi humare shabd ya hamari khamoshi samajh na aaye, par phir bhi bas vo us pal hamare saath rahe...
Kitna ajeeb hai ye, lekin yahi zindagi ka sach hai...

I REALLY WANT IT..

KEHTE HAIN KISI CHEEZ KO SHIDDAT SE CHAHO TO SAARI KAYNAAT USE TUMSE MILANE MEIN LAG JATI HAI...
I REALLY WANT TO GET INTO THIS MISSION "TEACH FOR INDIA"
GOD PLEASE HELP ME OUT...

MY way of life "FINally"

Pata  hai life ki sab se badi tension kya hai?????????, "Hum khud"...
Pagal hain hum, jo un logon ke peeche bhagtee hain , jo hume bhao nahi dete..

Lekin y bhi fact hai, ki jo insaan hamare peeche bhagta hai, hum use bhao nahi dete..

THE CYCLE GOES ON....
But now lets focus on the issue how can we cut ourselves out from this cycle...

The simplest n most effective solutions of all just keep urselves happy with the persons around you, who love you n care for you..

I know everyone knows this, even i do... But no one follows this... Even i also dont....

But today i make a promise to myself,,, that i will make my life worth living.. Instead of running behind people who never cared for me, i will value all those persons who really care for me,, and yes offcourse i will definately be what i wanna be... 

N I am what I am,, no matter if someone doesnt like me... Its none of my business...

Zindagi bhi kaise-kaise din dikhati hai,, hasti hui aankhon mein aansu de jati hai...

Kuch pal laati hai khushi,, uske baad gamo ki barsaat kar jaati hai..

Hum soch k baithe the ki sab kuch kitna aacha hai, phir pata chala ye to toofan ke aane se pehle ki khamoshi thi...

REALISATION...

Aaj sach mein apni galtiyon ka ehsaas ho raha hai, pehle jab vo kehte the ki duniya ke sab log waise nahi jaise ki main sochti hun, to main unki baaton ko sunke bhi unsuna kar deti thi...
Aaj jab thokar lagi tab samajh aaya ki vo jo bhi kehte the theek kehte the...
Main hi gadhi thi jo samajh na saki,,
Accha hua ki vo aaj mere saath nahi hain, warna unhe bahut takleef hoti..

Kehte hain ki jab dil tut jata hai to aksar log shayar ban jaate hain,, shaayad sahi bhi hai..
Tabhi to mujhe bhi shaayri karni aa gai...

Gum is baat ka nahi hai ki usne mujhe chod diya,,, Dukh to bas yahi hai ki choda islye kyunki use mere pyaar pe bharosa nahi tha,,,
Kher ab to aadat ho gai hai dukh jhelne ki...
Bas ab to ek hi tamanna hai,,,, ki khud ko asa bana paun ki kisi ke pyaar ki zarurat hi na pade... 

TERI YAAD MEIN....

Socha na tha judaai unki is kadar hume tadpaayegi,,, 

Sona to chahenge lekin neend hame na aayegi..

Aansuon se bhar jayengi aankhen jab yaad unki aayegi..

Or kehne ko zindagi waisi hi hai jaise thi,, lekin dil mein ek khaali jagh reh gai hai jo kabhie bhi na bhar paaegi..

KEHNE KO TO VO DUR HAIN HUMSE, LEKIN DIL KE UTNE HI KAREEB HAIN,,, JITNI CHAHE KOSHISH KAR LEIN VO HUME KHUD SE DUR KARNE KI, LEKIN HUM UNKA PEECHA AKHIRI SAANS TAK NAHI CHODENGE,,, AKHIR MOHABBAT TO HUMNE BHI KI HAI...

NAYA DIN,,,..

Phir se raat ko alvida kehkar ek naye din ki shuruat ho gai,,,,
................

THE TRUTH OF LIFE...

Isse pehle ki hum une samjha paate ki kitna chahte hain unhe,,, vo hume chod k iss tarah se chale gaye jaise ki koi rishta hi nahi tha....

Aankhon mein basi apni tasveer ko unhone dekha hi nahi or hum isliye na ro sake ki kahin unki tasveer aansuon mein beh na jaaye....

COMPATIBILITY...

Kehte hain kisi ko samajhne mein aksar waqt lag jata hai,,,, lekin kitna waqt iska andaaza nahi tha... 

Aaj pata chala ki agar apni saari zindagi bhi kisi ke saath bita di jaaye to bhi hum us insaan ko puri tarah nahi samajh sakte...

Human being is the most complicated living being on the earth,,, now i realize how difficult the task would have been for the GOD to create all of us.....

DREAMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS...........

SAPNO SE ITEEFAAQ TO PEHLE BHI RAKHTE THE,,, PAR IS TARAH KABHI SOCHA NAHI THA.. AAJ KUCH YUN HUA KI JAANE ANJAANE HI SAHI LEKIN KOI SAPNOO KI HAQEEQAT SAMJHA GAYA..
SAPNE TO SABHI DEKHTE HAIN,, LEKIN PURE TABHI HOTE HAIN JAB HUM UNHE IS TARAH SE APNE ZEHAN MEIN BASA LEIN JAISE DIL MEIN DHADKAN...


SACH HI KAHA HAI KISI MAHAAN INSAAN NE,, SAPNE VO NAHI JO NEEND MEIN AATE HAIN,, SAPNE TO WO HAIN JO AAPKE SONE HI NA DEIN...

Tera Intezaar....

Tujhe khone ka dukh to hai par khushi is baat ki hai, ki mujhse alag hokar tu khush hai...

Khwaish to thi ki teri khushi mere saath hi ho, koshish bhi bahut ki,, par shayad hamara milna kudrat ko manzur na tha islye beech raah mein hi mod aa gaya...

Kal tak manzil saaf nazar aa rahi thi, aaj raasta kya badla zindagi ke mayne badal gaye..

Kuch pal chale the saath,, aj sirf main hun or meri parchayi hai,,, chale ja rahe hain is safar mein aapki yaadon ke saath kyunki aap pr haq na raha ho bhale hi, par aapki yaadein hamesha is dil mein rahengi, 

Raaste bhale hi badal gaye ho, lekin manzil abhi bhi ek hi hai,, akhir dharti to gol hi hai, kabhie na kabhie to mulakat hog hi...

MERI MOHABBAT KI DASTAAN...

Tu mile na mile, teri tasveer dil mein basa rakhi hai..

Gum ka fasana bas itna sa hai ki hum jitni bhi koshish kar lein tujhe pa nahi sakte..

Tu hai ki hamari mohabbat ko hasi mein uda gaya,,, or hum aaj bhi apne aasuon ko us muskaan ke peeche chupane ki koshish kar rahe hain...

ITS MY BDAY...

WANNA THANK ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS FOR MAKING THIS BDAY SO MEMORABLE AND SPECIAL.. I LOVE YOU ALL.. REALLY WILL MISS YOU ALOT...

Aaj kuch khaas hai in hawaaon mein, 

Kuch nasha sa hai mehki fizaaon mein..

Khoye hain aapke khayaloon mein,,, na jaane aisa kya kar dia aapki nigahoon ne..

Life is beautiful if u realise it....

Nothing in this world can make us happy,, if we ourselves don't wanna be happy..This fact is known by every human being on the earth...

But the real question is how many of us implement this in our daily lives.. and if we see the answer would be only a few of us..

Today when i see people around me unhappy, i wonder why they do not want to be happy??????

When you ask them about the reason of their sadness, they wouldn't be able to answer because they themselves are the reason of their sorrows..

We may blame thousands of people who made us sad.. but we never realise that we are the only ones who can give authorities to others for making us sad or happy..

So i would say that be happy for what you have,, instead of making yourself sad for what you could had....

Feels like i have lost my life....

Dil ke tukde itne ho chuke hain, ki unhe jodna namumkin ho gaya hai,,, ek hi aahat ke intezaar mein apni saari zindagi dau pe laga baithe hain, sochte hain ki shayad kismat meharbaan ho jaye,,, lekin kuch din or phir shayad ya galatfehmi bhi dur ho jae.... jiske khayalon mein din or sapno mein raatein bita rahe hain, use shayad khabar tak nahi hai or hum ye zindagi uske naam kiye ja rahe hain...

Pyaar se badhkar zindagi mein or bhi bahut gam hain,,, Samajh sake jo jazbaat ko ase hamdard bahut kam hai..

Dard to bahut hai dil mein, lekin kehne ko alfaaz bahut kam hain,,,

Aaj khush to bahut hun,,, lekin phir bhi na jaane kyu is hasii mein aankhein bhi nam hain...

Thokar lagi jab tab jaana ki duniyaa wale sach hi kehte the,,, aksar aisa hi hota hai ki jise paa nahi sakte use hi apna banaane ki chaahat hoti hai

KYA KAHU KI ALFAAZ HI KAM HAIN...

Socha to bahut ki na yaad karu tujhe,, chaha ki bhula dun tujhe... Koshish aaj tak kar rahe hain...

Ek tu hai jise koi parwaah hi nahi hai,, or ek hum hain jo aaj bhi tere intezaar mein jiyee ja rahe hain...

MISSING YOU....

WHEN YOU MISS SOMEONE,,,   YOU DO WANNA TELL THAT PERSON BUT WORDS ARE NOT ENOUGH...

FEELINGS ARE COUNTLESS,, BUT YOUR VOCABULARY GETS LESSER...

YOU JUST WISH IF THAT PERSON COULD JUST COME CLOSE TO YOU,, WITHOUT UTTERING A WORD,, JUST TAKE YOUR FACE IN HIS HANDS AND LOOK INTO YOUR EYES...

THE EYES FULL OF TEARS OF HAPPINESS,,,, HAPPINESS OF BEING IN THE ARMS OF THE ONE YOU TRULY LOVE,,, THE ONE WITH WHOM YOU WANNA SPEND EVERY SINGLE MOMENT..

THAT WOULD BE THE MOST PRECIOUS MOMENT,,,,,, BECAUSE YOUR EYES WILL SPEAK EVERYTHING YOU WANNA SAY...

There's nothing like a second chance in life,,, so just live in today and make the most of it...

FOR ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS,,,, I HOPE SHE READS IT SOME DAY....

Your delightful Ways always brighten up my days…And your glittering smile made me full of life..

Your beauty is beyond all limits,, whatever you do is always good…

Keep doing the same, because world needs you and specially me… As Anjali is incomplete Without Nicks..

DEDICATED TO A VERY SPECIAL FRIEND OF MINE..

The day I met you was the most wonderful day of my life, And the day I will lose you would be the worst day of my life..

But I am sure that day will never come in my life….

Emotions make you weak.... almost every person in this world believes in this theory,,,

but I say that EMOTIONS are the strongest part of you.... If u have faith in your emotions,,, nothing else could make you more stronger as EMOTIONS does....

I thought the best way not to think about you was to just go off to sleep... 

But never imagined that this would be the toughest way,, coz whenever i close my eyes,,,

I find u even more closer to me...

बस यूँ ही.....

आज पूरी रात सो न सकी, दिल में इतना दर्द था की रो न सकी...

कहने को तो बहुत सी बातें थीं, पर जुबां साथ दे न सकी ...,

देख के उनको बरसों बाद खुशी तो बहुत हुई, लेकिन आँखें भी ये कह न सकीं...

जानते हैं हम कि वो खुश है हमारे बिना, चाहत हमारी भी है उसको खुश देखने की, लेकिन आज जब वो दूर गया तो हँसते हुए उसे क्यों विदा न कर सकी............

REGARDS TO MY DEAREST "MAA"..........

In the chilling winds of winter, my heart feels the warmth of the sun.

During the scorching heat of summer, I could enjoy the drops of rain.

In the wildness of weather, my eyes find pleasure in the sky.

During the bad times of my life, my mind focusses on the coming good times.

In every negative situation, my finger points to the hidden positive side.

In my every weakness, I endeavor to find out my strong points..

All this is because of your LOVE, CARE AND CONCERN, who always taught me to see the glass as half-filled but not as half-empty.

I LOVE YOU MY DEAREST MAA because you are the one who made me understand what love is...........

कुछ दिल से ......

कुछ सूखे हुए गुलाब के पत्ते आज भी अपनी किताब में संभाल के रखे हैं, कछु यादें हैं जो दिल में दबी हैं, कुछ वादे जिनके सहारे आज भी जिए जा रहे हैं , कुछ कसमें जो खाई थी आज भी याद हैं , कहने को तो सब कुछ है कमी है तो सिर्फ एक बात की , कि जिसके लिए ये सब है अब वही साथ नहीं है ....