Be positive

Kitni badi gadhi hun main, i always say be positive,,

Par main khud hi kitni negative hun,, 

Har baat ko itni jaldi dil se lagake stupid decisions le leti hun, without realising ki unka effect kahin zyada bura ho sakta hai..

Agar maine hurt kia bhi to mujhe usse seekhna chaiye ki I wont do that in future

But maine kya kia, i wanted to run away bina lade..

Nahi main ye nahi karungi, kyunki I m not A Coward, I will fight and prove it ki galti ek baar hoti hai baar-baar nahi..

Ab se dur rahungi main sabse,, its better for everyone and for me as well

I know mere doston ko jo mujhe bahut important mante hain apni life mein, unhe hurt hoga..

lekin in the long run yahi sahi hai.,,

Aaj unhe kam hurt hoga lekin baad mein shayad or zyaada ho..

Or wase bhi mujhe to akele rehna hi pasand hai..

I FAILED..

Sabse mushkil kaam rishte nibhana hi hai,,

Aaj tak mujhe lagta tha ki main ek acchi insaan hun,

Or bhale hi kuch na ho lekin I always felt ki main ek bahut acchi dost hun or aaj tak maine kabhie asa koi kaam nahi kia jisse mere doston ko hurt ho,

Infact hamesha koshish ki hai pure dil se ki hamesha unhe khushi dun or jahan tak ho sake unka saath dun jab bhi unhe meri zarurat ho,,

Or jitna mujhe yaad hai maine asa kia bhi hai..

BUT TODAY I FAILED, I HURTED A FRIEND OF MINE OR SHAYAD BAHUT ZYADA BHALE HI ANJAANE MEIN BUT I FEEL BAD BECAUSE I NEVER WANTED TO DO THAT..

Kitna ajeeb hai na bas DOSTI hi to ek asa rihta tha or hai jo meri life mein sabse important hai..

Aaj main use bhi theek se nibha nahi paayi..

SHAYAD YAHI SACH HAI ZINDAGI KA KI AP SABKO KHUSH NAHI RAKH SAKTE,, KABHIE NA KABHIE AP ASA ZAROOR KUCH KAR DOGE BHALE HI ANJAANE MEIN JO KISI KO DUKH PAHUNCHAYEGA..

Isse accha hai ki life mein jitna ho sake utne kam relations banao taki apki wajah se kisi ko kabhie bhi takleef na ho..

Main kyu hun asi kyu takleef deti hun logon ko..

Zindagi jeene ke mayane sikha gaya koi,,

In roti hui aankhon ko muskuraana sikha gaya koi,,

Laboon pe hasi hai or dil mein bhi ab gum nahi raha,,

Kyunki has ke har gum bhulana sikha gaya koi..

Badi ajeeb baat hai na,,,

Hum jis insaan se sabse zyaada pyaar karte hai or jise hum khud se bhi zyaada important mante hain

Uski life mein shayad hum utne important nahi hote..

Hamesha asa kyu hota hai, ki jiske lie hum hamesha tayaar khade rehte hain, wo bin humse puche hi aage badh jaata hai..

Dard hota hai dil mein ye jaan ke,,

Par sach to yahi ki,,

Kyunki andekha to hum bhi use karte hain jo humare lie apna dil nikal ke baitha hai..

Shaayad yahi fitrat hai insaan ki..

US INSAAN KO EHMIYAT DENA JISKI ZINDAGI MEIN AP HO TO SAHI IMPORTANT PAR UTNE NAHI JITNA KI AAPNE SOCHA THA..

Ye kaisi Zindagi!!!

Zindagi jab hamari hai, to marzi kisi or ki kyun,

Kyun hame zindagi ke har ek phase mein kisi na kisi ki baat sunni padti hai?

Kyu hum apni marzi se kuch bhi nahi kar sakte?

Kabhi gharwalon ki suno,

Kabhi bf ki or shaadi ke bad pati ki

Hamesha hum hi kyu sune?

Galti ki sazaa dena theek hai lekin har baat pe explanation mangna, har cheez mein apni chalana ye kahan ki sahi baat hai? kis kitaab mein asa likha hai?

Sab ek jaise nahi hote i agree, par kyu hote hain ase log?

Kyu hum apni hi zidagi apni marzi se nahi ji sakte?

Jahan koi sawaal na pooche or kisi ko jawaab na dena pade

Kya hamari khud ki khushi koi mayne nahi rakhti?

Bas zindagi bhar bas sab ko khush karte raho or khud jao bhad mein?

To HELL WITH THIS FUCKING LIFE

MY BEST FRIEND.. finally i got one!!!

Kaun kehta hai ki sabse gehra or saccha rishta pyaar ka hota hai,

Dost to ek din saath chod ke chale jaate hain par wo pyaar hota hai jo zidagi ke har mod pe aapka saath deta hai..

I COMPLETELY DISAGREE WITH THE THOUGHT

Kyunki meri life mein ek asa dost hai jisne kabhie mera saath nahi choda..

Vo tab bhi tha jab mera pyaar tha or tab bhi jab vo nahi tha, vo aaj bhi hai or mujhe pura yakeen hai ki vo kal bhi mere saath hi rahega..

Mera asa dost jo mujhe, mujhse bhi zyaada janta hai,

Mere bole bina hi mere har dard ko samjh leta hai,

Main kitna bhi usse dur chali jaun, par vo kabhie mera saath nahi chodta..

Jisse baat karte hi bina kisi baat ke hi, hoton pe muskaan aa jati hai,,,

Jiske samjhane se duniya ki har mushkil sulajh jaati hai,

Jiske saath hone pe duniya khushnuma nazar aati hai..

Aisa hi ek dost maine bhi paaya hai,,

Jo mere lie dost se kahi badhkar hai,,

Mera saccha or sabse pyaara saathi..

Best friend kya hota hai aaj tak nahi janti thi,, aaj pata chal gaya..

THE INELUCTABLE CHANGE!!!

U believe it or not, but this is the fact time changes everything. The way we think, the way we feel everything. Not everything we desire is fulfilled, sometimes we need to adjust ourselves according to the changes that are taking place in our life..

As we say “parivaratn hi sansaar ka niyam hai”

But why it becomes difficult for the other person to understand, that one can change, why it becomes so difficult for us to adapt to the change, why we fear so much and about what do we fear..

This fear makes us weak at every point of time, y cant we just make ourselves free from every kind of fear. Why is it so difficult?

Ae Dost!!!

Teri tareef mein kya likhu ki alfaaz hi kam pad jayenge,,

Apne shabdon mein kaise bayaan karu, ki itne shabd hi kahan hain..

Tujhse milne ke baad hi jaana humne ki saccha dost aakhir kya hota hai,,

Wo nahi jo 24 ghante apke saath rahe, 

Balki vo jo kabhie apko akela na chode...

Main khushkismat hun ki mujhe ase dost mile or badkismat ki maine unhe shayad apni hi galtiyon ki wajah se kho bhi diya...

Main zindagi mein chahe kahin bhi jau kuch bhi karu lekin jo yaaden unhone mujhe di hain vo hamesha mere saath rahengi..

Kaash main kabhi unko keh paati ki kya ehmiyat hai unki meri life mein..

Par kabhie mauka hi nahi mila..

Or ab to shayad der ho gai hai..

I LOVE YOU ALL..

AND I JUST WISH KI TUM LOG JAHAN BHI HO HAMESHA KHUSH RAHO OR KABHIE AGAR MERI YAAD AAYE TO MUJHE EK BAAR CALL ZAROOR KARNA..

TO ALL MY GANG THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE,,, I DONT NEED TO WRITE NAMES HERE

Tu or Teri Yaadein...

Har ek lamha yun hi guzarta ja raha hai or hum bas teri yaadon ke sahaare jiye ja rahe hain...

Meri har ek haar ko bhi jeet mein badalne wala wo ek hi insaan ab mere saath nahi hai,,

Par jaate-jaate ek to accha kaam kar gaya wo,,

mujhe ehsaas dila gaya ki kaun sach mein mera saccha saathi hai.

or aaj jab main mudke dekhti hun to sirf ek hi saccha hamdard nazar aata hai mujhe..

"MAIN"

INSAAN KA KHUD SE ACCHA HUMSAFAR OR KOI BHI NAHI HO SAKTA..

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!

So i m 21 years old now,, lekin abhi tak berozgaar..

Well this bday is a bit different, no phone calls because i dont have any no rit now,,, but still my friends have wished me through the means they could..

I am really very happy today..

All my family members wished me at 12:00, and this was for the first time that all wre awake just to wish me..

I loved it..

Also its raining outside it is a great feeling..

My happiest bday ever with my family..